| Location | Aguada Puerto Rico |
| Age | 17 years |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 03/12/1988 |
| Date of Death | 23/09/2006 |
| Visitors | 9,215 since 26/06/2007 |
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Joshua Renoir Perez Bonilla left to live with the lord on sept.23 06 at the age of 17. He lives on
by his mom Maria , only sis Azharia, 2 sets of grandparents ,aunts, uncles and several cousins. He
lived all his life in Aguada Puerto Rico.Joshua was a good kid healthy ,strong so smart but most of
all respectfull to all old and young. He was an animal lover and just luvd our dog nasha. At the age
of 17 he had his car but had no interest in getting his permit yet said "I have all my life to
drive" he walked to school and to work with his grandpa Jr. and was not into "PARTYING" He helped
take care of his sis while I worked it was just the 3 of us for eachother.Josh had been feeling
unwell flu lik n head aches didn't seem urgent.On Sun. Sept. 17, 06 we had a pool party for Azharia
at a near by hotel Josh helped like usual stayed so we could get ready. When I got back he was in
the pool I thought he feels better. Went home early with my mom to see a NY game. On Tues. I took
him to his Dr. she send to have some lab test. Thurs. labs say virus, rest and lots to drink. Fri.
at home ate some salmon an rice. Sat. Sept.23 06, about 1am Joshua went down stairs n was trowing up
n fell flat to the floor, in 17 y I never called his dad but this time I did his father came bathed
him gave some power aid and I took him to my room to watch over him. Within 2 hrs he was n the bath
room 3 more times blacking out, this is only the begining of my nightmare. I decides to take him to
the closest ER, 3 min away. As we got there Josh was the only patient, his blood presure was a mess,
they couldn't draw blood for several min. Yet layed him on a bed with some IVS . Startes to have
chest pains to what the Dr. said nothing and that was that the next thing I know he was sent home.
At home he could not take the pain so I called his Dr. and she sent us back to the ER, this time I
went to an other, here he was all over the floor of the pain, we waited about 40min. and where told
to wait. In my attempt to help my son I took him to a 3rd ER where they were waiting for him. At
around 11:30 am Joshua started telling me "Mom u have been so good to us and I'm going to die" "Mom,
I'm dieing the pain is to much" "Mom tell Azharia I luv here so much" u can imagine I beg for help
but was told to wait. Whwn my mother arrived he said "gradma I'm dieing" to what she went crazy and
asked why no test had been run and where told to wait. Than she told me to call a friend Dr. to see
if he could help, he was on his way to the ER I was before so I took my son again, this time his
breaths were cutting short we arrived 20min. later my son was gone forever.Autopsy natural
death/virus. No one is responsible a curupt society takes no responsibility.
RIP
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my love
I have been in a daze all day just can't stop that movie playing over and over in my mind. Yet I can't turn it off it will forever be there. 730 days have gone by and it seems like forever and hurts as if it were right now. You are my pride and joy a unbelievable son and unforgetable to all. I will visit your resting place soon. I love you so.
mami
already
It will be 2 years in 2 days and I have been
feeling so bad. I can rember every LAST thing
that happened for days. I am so sorry I cundn't
understand when you were telling me you were dieing I hate myself for not understanding I should have I am your mother but I didn't. Why couldn't I hear the pain in your voice. It seemed like forever yet it all happened so fast. Everyone misses you so much our lives have been changed forever. I do believe you are choosen by God it just hurts so much not to have you here. I love you with all my heart son you will always and forever live with me. You are the best son a mother could ask for and you are my son. I love and miss you so much.
mami
I see tears fall down your face
When your thoughts have turned to me.
Just know that I’m in heaven,
With my Lord, who’s set me free.
No pain or sadness do I feel,
For God is by my side.
The beauty here in Heaven
Is now where I reside.
I know it’s hard for you to cope
For you can’t feel my touch.
But every moment, I can see
And love you very much.
When you are at your lowest
And feel you can’t go on,
Look towards the heavens
The light will be turned on.
Talk to me, just like you did
On earth when I was there.
You see, I’m not so far away …
Only as far as a prayer.
And when it’s time for you to join
Me up in Heaven above.
It’s then that you will realize,
The Golden Place of love.
For here there is no sadness,
Just everlasting light.
Someday we will be joined again,
When it’s time to take your flight
God Bess you & your beautiful family ,I wish I could give you a real hug ,for I know exactly what your going through ,I am here for you Maria please know this !!!
HUGZZZZZZZZZxoxox
Joshua
I have been so caught up with collage, yes I am back to honor you and family situations. But you have been in my soul every instant. These days become so hard on a 17 of sept. we had Azharias B-day remember at the pool you where there things got so crazy we didn't even take a picture. I only have one of you playing in the pool with the kid I can only see your hair. How could I have known that 6 days later you would be gone forever. I love you so much and I miss you. Life lost it's meaning. I will love you foreveer.
mom
I have done so much with no meaning at all. My soul will hurt for you forever. I miss you so much son how do I ever understand lossing you. I feel so lost at times as if I just don't believe your gone, my son my beautiful son gone from my sight. I feel so close to losing myself in this pain. Joshua mi amor I luv you so. forever in my heart forever ...
1 year 11 months ago
One year 11 months ago at this time you were is so much pain you knew you where dieing and me as your mother couldn't believe it. That could never be true why didin't I understand your pain??? Maybe thats why today not many can understand mine. I am so sorry Joshua I just couldn't see you leaving posibe, you such a good son WHY WHY would YOU have to die. Everyday is a struggle I continue to do what other expect me to I have even went back to collage to honor your wish to become an accountant, I don't really know how I will pull this off. I hope God gives me the will to continue and honor you my son.
Seems like not to long ago I had you close and at the same time fells like forever I've missed you so much. I want to understand so much. Many dream of having a son like you and for me it was real. I miss everything about you!!! I love you so much it almost still seems unreal, how have I got here without you, when was life livable without my child, when does this pain end...
My beautiful son I love you so much and I don't cry for you because I know God has promised PARIDISE for you I cry for me because not having you here hurts.
My sweet son I have not forgotten you I visit everyday several hours a day it just seems it gets harder to accept this is where I can see your beautiful face but can't hold or touch you. I love you so much and can't believe it will soon be 2 years. My soul hurts just of the thought. I am sorry I couldn't help you.. I love you I love you so much.
My beautiful son how I wish I could have you back in my life, I am going to try to take some steps forward this year to honor you. I will return to collage after 20 years to become the accountant you would have been but wasn't given the chance. I am so sorry... I love you more than life I would have given mine for yours. I try so hard not to just let myself fall apart and feel so tired. How can my life go on without you my son, it's not fair. I luv you so much and am so uncomplete without you. I luv my gordito I luv you.
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