| Location | Aguada Puerto Rico |
| Age | 17 years |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 03/12/1988 |
| Date of Death | 23/09/2006 |
| Visitors | 9,217 since 26/06/2007 |
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Joshua Renoir Perez Bonilla left to live with the lord on sept.23 06 at the age of 17. He lives on
by his mom Maria , only sis Azharia, 2 sets of grandparents ,aunts, uncles and several cousins. He
lived all his life in Aguada Puerto Rico.Joshua was a good kid healthy ,strong so smart but most of
all respectfull to all old and young. He was an animal lover and just luvd our dog nasha. At the age
of 17 he had his car but had no interest in getting his permit yet said "I have all my life to
drive" he walked to school and to work with his grandpa Jr. and was not into "PARTYING" He helped
take care of his sis while I worked it was just the 3 of us for eachother.Josh had been feeling
unwell flu lik n head aches didn't seem urgent.On Sun. Sept. 17, 06 we had a pool party for Azharia
at a near by hotel Josh helped like usual stayed so we could get ready. When I got back he was in
the pool I thought he feels better. Went home early with my mom to see a NY game. On Tues. I took
him to his Dr. she send to have some lab test. Thurs. labs say virus, rest and lots to drink. Fri.
at home ate some salmon an rice. Sat. Sept.23 06, about 1am Joshua went down stairs n was trowing up
n fell flat to the floor, in 17 y I never called his dad but this time I did his father came bathed
him gave some power aid and I took him to my room to watch over him. Within 2 hrs he was n the bath
room 3 more times blacking out, this is only the begining of my nightmare. I decides to take him to
the closest ER, 3 min away. As we got there Josh was the only patient, his blood presure was a mess,
they couldn't draw blood for several min. Yet layed him on a bed with some IVS . Startes to have
chest pains to what the Dr. said nothing and that was that the next thing I know he was sent home.
At home he could not take the pain so I called his Dr. and she sent us back to the ER, this time I
went to an other, here he was all over the floor of the pain, we waited about 40min. and where told
to wait. In my attempt to help my son I took him to a 3rd ER where they were waiting for him. At
around 11:30 am Joshua started telling me "Mom u have been so good to us and I'm going to die" "Mom,
I'm dieing the pain is to much" "Mom tell Azharia I luv here so much" u can imagine I beg for help
but was told to wait. Whwn my mother arrived he said "gradma I'm dieing" to what she went crazy and
asked why no test had been run and where told to wait. Than she told me to call a friend Dr. to see
if he could help, he was on his way to the ER I was before so I took my son again, this time his
breaths were cutting short we arrived 20min. later my son was gone forever.Autopsy natural
death/virus. No one is responsible a curupt society takes no responsibility.
Happy b-day
Happy B-DAy would have been 19th b-day my luv. such a sad feeling not having you around to celebrate. you should have been in collage taking final exames and having fun with your friends, yet you were sent to rest before getting the chance. I placed a ballon at your resting place and will take Azharia so she can do what she wants to honor you on this special day. 19 years ago i was blessed with the most pure luv of my life. you thought me what real love feels like, made my life worth living for. i learned to never give up because you needed me. for 8 years it was just me and you some came and went but you and me we had eachother. you made me so proud you had the most beautiful smile that started with your eyes down to your cheeks , stright to you lips and ended in your heart. THE MOST BEAUTIFUL thing i ever saw. today i cry because i can't give you a hug and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY because i know this year won't be the last i will be missing you. i will find a way to honor you. i will forever have your place in my heart, altough it will have so much pain it will also have the love i have for you until the day i die.
HAPPY heavenly B-Day my luv mami luvs you so much,
should be 19 forever 17
I loved the Boy with the utmost love of which my soul is capable, and he is taken from me - yet in the agony of my spirit in surrendering such a treasure I feel a thousand times richer than if I had not possessed it'
by William Wordsworth who also lost a son
Dear Maria, how my heart aches for you and your beautiful son Joshua. His story is so very sad and so undeserved. Life is so cruel sometimes. Just reading the suffering you are going through is heartbreaking. I can only tell you that many people do care and along with those people I send you many hugs and much love and courage to help you come to terms with the loss of your son. God holds him in the palm of his hand now and you will see him again one day. God bless you both.
Those we Love remain with us,
for Love itself lives on.
Cherished memories never fade,
because our loved one is gone.
Those we Love can never be,
more than a thought apart,
for as long as there’s a memory
they are forever in our heart
sorry...
Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say.
Now it's too late to hold you,
'cause you've gone away, so far away..
Never had I imagined,
living without your smile
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Darling I never showed you.
Assumed you'd always be there.
Took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep,
You will always listen as I pray..
Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say..
mami
i haven't been feeling well, i am distrought kind of lost in space. allways think of my son and how much i miss him. i get so exausting tring to keep a face that doesn't go with the heart. these days are so difficult everyone wants me to get into the holiday spirt and i just can't find my way. i know i have so may things to be greatful for but i also have something that makes my soul cry continuesly.
my son was so amazing respectful , smart, considerate, loving, honest he was just such a good kid. and he's gone gone forever, his smile, his eyes, his voice but most of all his uncondicional luv for me. how much i have lost is so hard to understand. i miss your presence. how i wish i could just hear your voice once again. i wonder how much longer i make it because it's been too long as it is. i think of you every insatant of my life, o deep hole hurts within me. sometimes i still can't believe it's ture, you my son gone it just can't be true, i hope to wake up and it all be just a horible nightmare. i am so sorry you missed out on life my child how i wish for yesterday when you were here. God please help me!!!
angels- our helpers our friends
words for our gts friends love from lillias xx
Do you know you have a helper
walking by your side?
Do you sense a gentle presence
from which you cannot hide?
This helper is your angel
Who was chosen at your birth,
To guide and comfort you
Whilst you lived your life on earth,
so, talk to your angel-
the best friend you'll ever see,
and you shall feel such happiness
as, from troubles, you break free,
They walk beside you always
as you face each day annew,
and are there throughout your life
to guide and comfort you
barabara j lang
Thank You
I want to thank you all for taking the time im writing beautiful messages to my sister. i know this conforts her.
Joshua is a blessing in our family but we did not loose him we gained an angel and we will see him again one day.
My sister will for ever cry his absence in earth, but I trust that one day God will dry her tears and let her wait in peace. You may have not seen her but she is the most beatiful and strong women I've ever seen.
Thanks once again and od Bless you all.
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance.
For a break that will make it okay there's always some reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day .I need some distraction .
Oh beautiful release memories seek from my veins and may be empty oh weightless and maybe I will find some peace tonight in the arms of the angel fly away from here from this star cold hotel room and the endlessness that you feel you are pulled from the racket of your silent reverie your in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here .
So tired of the straight line and every where you turn and there's vultures and theives at your back the storm keeps on twisting keep on building the lies that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference you escape them one last time it is easier to believe then this sweet madness oh there's glory or sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of the angel fly away from here from this star cold hotel room and the endlessness that you feel you are pulled from the racket of your silent reverie your in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here.
You in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here
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