| Location | Aguada Puerto Rico |
| Age | 17 years |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 03/12/1988 |
| Date of Death | 23/09/2006 |
| Visitors | 9,181 since 26/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Joshua Renoir Perez Bonilla left to live with the lord on sept.23 06 at the age of 17. He lives on
by his mom Maria , only sis Azharia, 2 sets of grandparents ,aunts, uncles and several cousins. He
lived all his life in Aguada Puerto Rico.Joshua was a good kid healthy ,strong so smart but most of
all respectfull to all old and young. He was an animal lover and just luvd our dog nasha. At the age
of 17 he had his car but had no interest in getting his permit yet said "I have all my life to
drive" he walked to school and to work with his grandpa Jr. and was not into "PARTYING" He helped
take care of his sis while I worked it was just the 3 of us for eachother.Josh had been feeling
unwell flu lik n head aches didn't seem urgent.On Sun. Sept. 17, 06 we had a pool party for Azharia
at a near by hotel Josh helped like usual stayed so we could get ready. When I got back he was in
the pool I thought he feels better. Went home early with my mom to see a NY game. On Tues. I took
him to his Dr. she send to have some lab test. Thurs. labs say virus, rest and lots to drink. Fri.
at home ate some salmon an rice. Sat. Sept.23 06, about 1am Joshua went down stairs n was trowing up
n fell flat to the floor, in 17 y I never called his dad but this time I did his father came bathed
him gave some power aid and I took him to my room to watch over him. Within 2 hrs he was n the bath
room 3 more times blacking out, this is only the begining of my nightmare. I decides to take him to
the closest ER, 3 min away. As we got there Josh was the only patient, his blood presure was a mess,
they couldn't draw blood for several min. Yet layed him on a bed with some IVS . Startes to have
chest pains to what the Dr. said nothing and that was that the next thing I know he was sent home.
At home he could not take the pain so I called his Dr. and she sent us back to the ER, this time I
went to an other, here he was all over the floor of the pain, we waited about 40min. and where told
to wait. In my attempt to help my son I took him to a 3rd ER where they were waiting for him. At
around 11:30 am Joshua started telling me "Mom u have been so good to us and I'm going to die" "Mom,
I'm dieing the pain is to much" "Mom tell Azharia I luv here so much" u can imagine I beg for help
but was told to wait. Whwn my mother arrived he said "gradma I'm dieing" to what she went crazy and
asked why no test had been run and where told to wait. Than she told me to call a friend Dr. to see
if he could help, he was on his way to the ER I was before so I took my son again, this time his
breaths were cutting short we arrived 20min. later my son was gone forever.Autopsy natural
death/virus. No one is responsible a curupt society takes no responsibility.
thank you so much love halina ,angels and family x
THANK YOU SO MUCH LOOKING AFTER MY ANGELS,OVER EASTER HOLIDAYS,MY LITTLE GIRL WAS VERY ILL,DELAYED OUR TRIP FEW DAYS TOO LONDON,WE THOUGHT WAS MENINGITIS,VOMITTING,DIARREA,SLEEPING ALL TIME, ACHING ETC ,MY LOVE GOES OUT TO ALL OF YOU WITH YOUR HEARTACHE.THE LAST 10 DAYS HAVE BEEN THE HARDEST TIMES OF MY LIFE,MY WHOLE BODY FELT LIKE I WAS BE SUFFERCATED,A WEIGHT ON MY CHEST.IT WAS GRANDADS ANGEL BIRTHDAY 22 APRIL,MY BROTHER DAVID AND HIS TWIN SIS KAROLINE ANGEL BIRTHDAY 26TH APRIL,GOING TO LONDON RUSHING TO MY ANGEL GARDEN SIBLINGS IN LEYTONSTONE,SORRY LACK OF CANDLES,SOME DAYS I WAS NOT SURE IF I DID YOUR ANGELS CANDLE,ALWAYS REMEMBER,YOU AND YOUR ANGELS ARE NOW PART OF MY LIFE,YOUR LOVED AND THOUGHT ABOUT EVERYDAY,EVEN IF I AM NOT LIGHTING A CANDLE.I WILL BE BACK TO MY OLD SELF AGAIN IN FEW DAYS.BACK LIGHTING YOUR BEAUTIFUL CANDLES AGAIN,BARE WITH ME AWHILE THANK YOU,I WANT TO SAY AN EXTRA BIG THANK YOU,FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT,COMING TO MY BROTHER DAVID SIS KAROLINE AND GRANDADS BIRTHDAY,LEAVING BEAUTIFUL POEMS,PICTURES DONE WITH SO MUCH LOVE,TRIBUTES MAKING ME CRY,CANDLES,SO MUCH LOVE HAS BEEN GIVEN,AND THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY GIFTS BOUGHT.I AM TRYING TO SAY THANK YOU TO EACH OF YOU,SORRY IF I WASNT ABLE TO GIVE A SEPERATE PARTY INVITE,GTS CLOSED FEW HRS OTHER DAY.MY ANGELS,FAMILY AND I APPRICIATE ALL YOUR LOVE AND KINDNESS,LOVE ALWAYS FOR YOU,YOUR FAMILY AND BEAUTIFUL ANGELS LOVE FOREVER HALINA XXX
A Golden Chain
Friendship is a Golden Chain,
The links are friends so dear,
And like a rare and precious jewel
It's treasured more each year...
It's clasped together firmly
With a love that's deep and true,
And it's rich with happy memories
and fond recollections, too...
Time can't destroy its beauty
For, as long as memory lives,
Years can't erase the pleasure
That the joy of friendship gives...
For friendship is a priceless gift
That can't be bought or sold,
But to have an understanding friend
Is worth far more than gold...
And the Golden Chain of Friendship
Is a strong and blessed tie
Binding kindred hearts together
As the years go passing by.
~Helen Steiner Rice love halina xxxxx
♥ღ♥ Miss You ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ I miss you in the morning, dear,
When all the world is new;
I know the day can bring no joy
Because it brings not you.
I miss the well-loved voice of you,
Your tender smile for me,
The charm of you, the joy of your
Unfailing sympathy.
The world is full of folks, it's true,
But there was only one of you.
I miss you at the noontide, dear;
The crowded city street
Seems but a desert now, I walk
In solitude complete.
I miss your hand beside my own
The light touch of your hand,
The quick gleam in the eyes of you
So sure to understand.
The world is full of folks, it's true,
But there was only one of you.
I miss you in the evening, dear,
When daylight fades away;
I miss the sheltering arms of you
To rest me from the day,
I try to think I see you yet
There where the firelight gleams-
Where at last, I sleep, and still
I miss you in my dreams.
The world is full of folks, it's true,
But there was only one of you. ♥ღ♥
Author Unknown
♥ღ♥ With Love Yvonne ♥ღ♥
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Like storms in the desert
And petals of a dying rose
Why you went to heaven
Only the lord knows
Like trees in a forest
And the early morning dew
God only takes the best
Thats why he took you
Like gardens of eden
And rainbows in the sky
Your one of these beautys
And no one need to ask why
Like the setting of the sun
And the rain and winter showers
You live on through it all
As god gave you these powers
Like god made little green apples
He was the one that made you
And though he took you early
He will be the one to see you through
And you live on forever
Through wind, rain, and shine
And i thank the dearest lord
That on earth you were mine.
love margo xx
with love
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love as always margo xxx
MOTHER AND SON.
I would give my life to have you back,
said his Mum
I know you would, said her son.
I cry each night for you, said his Mum
And I catch all of your tears said her son
I pray for the day that I can see you again,
said his Mum
Close your eyes and you can see me,
said her son
I am only just a dream away.............
You are the first person who loved me,
and you are the first person I loved.
You were always there when I needed you,
and you always knew when I needed a hug.
I am here for you now, mum
in your heart and in your soul.
I did not take your heart with me
instead I left mine with you to hold.
One day I will take your hand
and lead you to paradise,
but until then my beautiful mother,
when you want to see me
you only need to close your eyes.
i am only just a dream away..............
love as always margo xxx
♥ღ♥ Morning Will Come ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Brokenhearted...
How can I bear the pain?
So many plans.. permanently interrupted.
Hopes...dashed
All gone.
Why?
Why this?
Why us? Why me?
Helplessness...hopelessness...
Life will never be the same again.
Is it even worth living?
Where are you God?
I'm right here beside you, my child.
Even through you may not feel my presence,
I'm holding you close under the shadow of my wings.
I will walk with you through this dark night
Do not shrink from weeping
I gave you tears for emotional release
Don't try to hide your grief
Let it become a source of healing
A process of restoration
For I have planned it so.
Those who morn shall be blessed
I'll be holding onto you
Even when you feel you can't hold onto me
Seek my face, child of mine
Receive my promise, impossible, as it may seem now
That joy will come in the morning
It may take much time
but I will heal your broken heart
I know the night seems endless
But Morning Will Come!
I have promised ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Love Always Yvonne ♥ღ♥
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with love xxx
So sorry havent lit any candles lately,iv been thinking of you all,things are very hard as you all well now yourselves,some days i pretend all this is not happening,i will try and get back to lighting candles daily,my love sent to you always xxxxxxx
★ 17TH APRIL 2009 ★
⊱♥⊰ ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR... ⊱♥⊰~
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Written by: Dolly Lee
16.04.87 ♥ DANIEL SWADDLE ♥ 10.07 04
✲ THANK YOU JUST ISN'T ENOUGH...........✲
I AM OVERWHELMED AT THE AMOUNT OF TRIBUTES, GIFTS AND CANDLES DANIEL HAS RECIEVED FOR HIS 22ND BIRTHDAY.. I AM TRUELY MOVED.
Thank you for sharing the celebration
And being part of Daniels' special day.
Thank you for being a great friend
In every possible way.
Thank you for being so generous,
thoughtful and so true.
And thank you most of all
For just being you.
Love Jude. x x
Joy shared is joy multiplied. Thank you for coming to my party. Love Daniel. x x
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